Patrick came home 出院回家

從醫院回到家的情景我還歷歷在目，我非常非常的恐慌。Alex需要出去一下，我忽然覺得非常無助，不知該怎麼對待這個小東西，該一直抱著他，還是把他放下來，該逗他玩嗎？萬一他哭了，要怎麼哄他呢？

那晚，Patrick一直不能睡，哭呀哭不停，什麼都試過了可是都沒用，後來我抱著他一起躺在客廳的沙發上，他終於靜下來睡了，一直到那刻，我才有信心可以照顧這個小嬰兒。

I still remember when we came home from Hospital, how terrified I was. Yes, terrified. Alex needed to leave the house for some reason, And I suddenly felt so helpless. I really had no idea what to do with Patrick. "Do I have to play with him." "What if he cries, what should I do?"

That night, Patrick couldn't sleep. He cried and cried. I tried everything but nothing worked. Finally, I held him and lay down together on the sofa. Eventually, he calmed down and fell asleep. Until that moment, I believed I can be a mother and take care of this little infant.